Life Is Inspire By My Angel.....

2009....Life beginning with new Generation

2009-09-13T08:53:00.006+08:00

Hi all, it's been too long i've nt updating this blog...well life alwaes been ups and downs....soo much things happen...first, I've discover i'm pregnant when Rifan is 8th month....it was soo sudden to have another one....my heart was soo heartened...and confused....must i keep it or not...hubby is quite supportive...he promise to sacrify to help out and share the pain with me....well i got my positive support from my closest family and friends to keep it....for the whole 9 months....i endure mix of satisfaction and disagreement in me.....at last on 29 August 2009, Muhammad Raif Shazli, create double happiness to me and hubby...i never felt soo relief and excited!!! I can't keep sayin' "alhamdullilah" to this Happiness given to me....(only i could share wif my Abah...U give me strength...I never ever forget u!!!! And also Raif share one day after my Abah's bday....) Early dis year, Rifan starts his first year of school....as norm...can't get use for the first time....i took 3 days leave just to watch his first days....i'm soo happy i manage to provide my children proper early education...As for Af, he grew up soo well, very intelligent, very playful, very curious, very talkative....and also 2009 marked me and hubby's 5th anniversary.....can't believe...time goes soo fast!!! Till now love and happiness he showers me...never dries!!! Luv him soo much....and also we did have our personal honeymoon together in BALI!!!..Its been a good choice to have a helper, got this opportunity together....and also i've gt very co-operative, hardworking helper...at first, she's not experiencing taking care of kids...now she's a pro...however, i never take any granted...i do make the kids sleep with me and hubby....soo at night is her free time...she can watch her own tv shows...without hassle....hehehhe.....On last National Day, I've bring along Mama and lil' Sis to Kuantan, Pahang...is a first plane experience for lil'sis...very relaxing...we slept slept slept all day....and on this Dec, going again for KL....hahhah...well gtg...need to take a bath now....

sign off

sallyn 130909....0915hrs

2007-11-13T14:16:00.000+08:00

TIADA PASANGAN YANG SEMPURNA - NOBODY PERFECT
Ini kisah perjumpaaan dua orang sahabat yang sudah puluhan tahun
berpisah. Mereka amat merindui antara satu sama lain, berbual,
bersenda sambil minum kopi di sebuah cafe. Awalnya topik yang
dibicarakan adalah soal2 nostalgia zaman sekolah dulu, namun pada
akhirnya menyangkut kehidupan mereka sekarang ini.
"Mengapa sampai sekarang kamu belum menikah?" ujar seorang kepada
temannya yang sampai sekarang masih membujang. "Sejujurnya sampai
sekarang ini saya masih terus mencari wanita yang sempurna. Itulah
sebabnya saya masih membujang. Dulu waktu saya di utara, saya
berjumpa dengan wanita yang cantik yang amat bijaksana. Saya fikir
inilah wanita ideal untuk saya dan sesuai menjadi isteri saya. Namun
kebelakangan selepas itu pada masa berpacaran baru aku tahu dia
sebenarnya amat sombong. Hubungan kami putus sampai di situ.
Di Ipoh saya bertemu seorang perempuan yang cantik jelita, ramah dan
dermawan. Pada perjumpaan pertama aku begitu takjub dan seronok.
Hatiku berdesir kencang, inilah wanita idealku. Namun selepas itu
baru saya tahu, ia banyak tingkah laku yg tak baik dan tidak
bertanggung jawab.
Dan ketika aku di JB, aku bertemu wanita yang manis, baik, periang
dan pintar. Dia sangat menyenangkan bila diajak berbicara, selalu
menyambung perbualan kami dan penuh humor. Tapi terakhir aku ketahui
kalau dia dari keluarga yang berantakan yakni berpecahbelah dan
selalu menuntut sesuatu yang kita tidak mampu memenuhinya. Akhirnya
kami berpisah.
Saya terus mencari, namun selalu mendapatkan kekurangan dan
kelemahan pada wanita yang saya temui. Sampai pada suatu hari, saya
bersua dengan wanita ideal yang saya dambakan selama ini. Ia begitu
cantik, pintar, baik hati, dermawan dan penuh humor. Dia juga sangat
mengambil perhatian dan sayang kepada orang lain. Saya fikir inilah
pendamping hidup saya yang dikirim oleh Tuhan untuk saya.
"Lantas", sergah temannya yang dari tadi tekun mendengarkan "Apa
yang terjadi? Mengapa kamu tidak terus meminangnya? ".
Yang ditanya diam sejenak dan akhirnya dengan suara perlahan si
bujang itu menjawab, "Baru sekarang aku mengetahui bahawa ia juga
sedang mencari lelaki yang sempurna".
Moral dari cerita ini :
Nobody's perfect. Jadi jangan menyia-nyiakan apa
yang sudah ada di hadapan kita. Belum tentu nanti
kita mendapatkan yang lebih baik dari yang kita ada
sekarang. Kalau kita mau mencari yang sempurna,
muhasabah diri kita sendiri, apakah sudah sempurna
di hadapan orang lain.

2007-11-12T14:27:00.000+08:00

hi update now....k...yesterday we all went out to beach....enjoying the breeze and also enjoying takeaway nasi lemak from changi village...we have a nice chit-chat and admiring the weather there....

My boys enjoying themselves...so do the rest....well me not reeli feel well and can't stop tinking wat will happen next...awwehhh.....well time goes by soo fast....

Next year..hubby plan a trip to Bangkok...dat i dun favour at all..
Mayb its not going to look forward...well i just get promoted...at last..and the pay is wat can i say i "good".......
Wish me good luck...wish me got good bonus too...hahahah

2007-11-01T14:19:00.000+08:00

Hi..me back from HRY Mood!!...well the celebration is normally ok lah...not soo excited one...well...my dearies enjoy most...yah lah abt receiving soo many $$$$....hahaha...well i'm not njoying giving out..hehehe...well its fun sumhow....hahhaha... (bye2 $$$$)...well dis year..theme...we decided to wear black...txs to mama for saving my life....hahaha.....to make it done for my kiddos...who very difficult to find their clothes at e market.....me n hubby just wore our last year outfit which also black in colour...datz meant we been in the same theme for 2 years in the row.....

My darling Af, now understand the meaning of HRY.....in other meaning....if HRY...must give $$$$....sak... everytime we going out at any houses...he sure raise his hands for the "goodies"....i feel sooo embarrassed to see him dat way...issshhkkk...

Happy2 wif the HRY, here come the virus to attack my both sons...arrrggghhh....miserable seh....u noe lah....Af get cranky when he feel uneasy...sleepless nite, blanket, pillow, bedsheet full of vomit substances....this also make me no appetite...i tink me losing weight drasticly...cz of worry and tiredness, zombieness, unbearable panda eyes...here...now after two (2) days...taking care of both of them...is like a gift for me to spend more times wif them...no matter wat...they still my dearies....i luv them soo much....

Happen yesterday, Af dreamt of his YAYI....saying Yayi was driving big yellow car, wearing green baju kurung...and sang Af a song (that normally Yayi will sing to Af when he's going to asleep) "Sayang Yayi, Buchuk Yayi...." then i told af...what he say to Yayi, he told me, "Af ckp ngan yayi, 'ASSALAMUALAIKUM'..." my tears can't stop flowing....Ya Allah.....Thanks for giving this Hikmah to my son....I hope he will remember his Yayi forever......

2007-10-09T10:33:00.000+08:00

well....update2....HRY...is coming any soon now....i've already prepare clothes for the boys..but for myself..just use watever in my wardrobe....

i can't imagine wat will it like without HIM.......miss him soo badly...

Many ppl think we all get over it...but inner us....we are still crying....

Now...the kiddos...RS clan and FN clan....make our days cheerful and meaningful and also reason for us to keep on going............

2007-10-07T01:10:00.000+08:00

k...today 6102007...my dear sistas' come down for iftar....dear 'E' brought fried macaroni and dear 'S' brought appetizer/cuci mulut...bukan cuci pinggan and also traditional cookies along....txs dearest!!!!....

also the event is interesting....to get together wif them again....miss their company.....hope will do this again....sumday...

k lah...tomolo got to rush to inlaw's den off to geylang to purchase the carpets....hahhahaha...good laugh wif e sistas' abt the speculation of how going to bring the carpet by motobike....haahhha...hope the traffic camera will snap me ahhhrrr....hahahha...

2007-10-06T00:24:00.000+08:00

Hi...today...me not reeli sleepy althou...time near to 1am....
as norm....i still miss my Abah dear.....cos this month of ramadhan...is his fav....he will ask to cook or buy his fav dish.....

k yesterday 4102007...my dear bro...qal just POP....i'm feel very proud wif him...can see he reeli passion wif his life rite now...hope this will make him better person in future.....

Hari Raya is coming...but still sad will miss Ramadhan....dunno why....i can't bother abt e celeb....

working life...is AOK.....well i can't ask for more...

2007-10-03T12:29:00.000+08:00

Life Goes On...But We Know You Still There...

Hiya...this week is kinda of tiring week...well as per norm got to bring the kiddos to mama's place....den back home....

Dis Morning...i was sleeping wif my kiddos at mama's place....den she flung a shirt to me....it was Abah's...his smell was there....suddenly my tear run soo fast....

mmm...later at nite wanna blog summore....rite now noo mood ahhrrr/hg

Nyai On Mission....1st Oct 2007

2007-09-30T01:10:00.000+08:00

Nyai on Mission ....1st Oct 2007

Hiya...update update...dis coming MONDAY...nyai's hands on dis two rascals.... Mama....u got to tahan their moodies....hahaha....

well today just come back from GYL Srai...sak reeli sesak nafas seh...soo many ppl ard....we only get to buy two songkok for my heroes.....blalalalala.....tinking of buying carpet... arrhhh wif dat crowd....forget abt it....

Well...nothing much to say...need to knock offf....

Memories.......

2007-09-27T17:05:00.000+08:00

Miss this Moment very Much.......

2007-09-26T09:52:00.000+08:00

Life still going on normal...despite my love one has gone forever..but his soul is alwaes wif us.....only thing that can closer to Him is fulfill the prayer..read Quran....I feel close to my "angel"....when i did that....at the same time also ease my missing him....alhamdullilah....feel like he's around us....or mayb tis is month of Ramadhan all the souls are with their family......maybe...............well something strange encounter....happen i'm goin' into the car to go back from my grands...den the door car automatic close...soon i seat...at first tinking...dat the car is auto close....check wif sis...she reply no....hhhmmmm.....so mayb...my "angel"....

Well i get to this testi...

Think of someone, who also knows you and is important to you which you can relate them to the following colours:-
My ans
Yellow - Ezan (that's her fav colour), Orange - Af (i love him pronounce dat), Red - Rafid (dunno why i put him in dat colour), white - Abah (he's my guardian angel), Green - Mama (the one i never neglect, love her)

The testi ans....
Yellow - Someone u will never forget (of cos lah she's my sis)
Orange - Someone u consider your true friend (hope..he my lifetime true friend)
Red - Someone that u really love ( well, he's my hubby)
White - Your twin soul (abah...u are me!!! well our character almost the same!!)
Green - Someone u will remember for the rest of ur life (Mama....i won't forget u....u bring me to this world)

28 August 1956 - 13 September 2007........

2007-09-19T12:13:00.001+08:00

28 August 1956 - 13 September 2007........

This number will never drained in my mind....The person who change my life drasticly.......THIS also CHANGE ME...A LOT....life is too short....and never miss every single moment in our life....Abah..you taught me many ways of juggling what life would be...BE HUMBLE....DO SOMETHING IN SINCERE...HELPING PPL IN NEED NO MATTER WAT IS THEIR INTENTION....and also always believe in ALLAH...that's his important phases...
His memories still afresh in my mind...his life-story....inspire me....
When he was a child, noes the meaning of responsibility, independent, hardwork... So this character never faded in him...till his last breathe...
I will never get a father like him.... I MISS HIM SOO MUCH.......Al-fatihah...

"Biler abah dah takde...abah nak anak2 bacakan Al-Fatihah..ehhh....Itulah "makanan" abah...ye nak" ---thats what he advised us...

Abah,

Sallyn, Hudah, Ezan, Qal, Khais, Mai....RINDU ABAH....

Kita, anak2 abah..akan jaga mak sebaik mungkin dan bahagiakan dier setiap masa/saat...

Kita pengang janji2 kita...INSYA'ALLAH....

This Is U...

2007-09-18T12:27:00.000+08:00

BUAT RENUNGAN DI BULAN YANG MULIA..................

ﻪﺘﺎﻜﺮﺒﻮﷲﺍﺔﻤﺤﺭﻮﻡﻜﻴﻠﻋﻢﻼﺴﻠﺍ

Why do we read Quran, even if we can't understand a single Arabic word????

This is a beautiful story of an Old American Muslim lived on a farm in the mountains of eastern Kentucky with his young grandson. Each morning Grandpa was up early sitting at the kitchen table reading his Qur'an. His grandson wanted to be just like him and tried to imitate him in every way he could.

One day the grandson asked, "Grandpa! I try to read the Qur'an just like you but I don't understand it, and what I do understand I forget as soon as I close the book. What good does reading the Qur'an do?"
The Grandfather quietly turned from putting coal in the stove and replied, "Ta ke this coal basket down to the river and bring me back a basket of water."

The boy did as he was told, but all the water leaked out before he got back to the house. The grandfather laughed and said, "You'll have to move a little faster next time," and sent him back to the river with the basket to try again. This time the boy ran faster, but again the basket was empty before he returned home. Out of breath, he told his grandfather that it was impossible to carry water in a basket, and he went to get a bucket instead.
The old man said, "I don't want a bucket of water; I want a basket of water. You're just not trying hard enough," and he went out the door to watch the boy try again.

At this point, the boy knew it was impossible, but he wanted to show his grandfather that even if he ran as fast as he could, the water would Leak out before he got back to the house. The boy again dipped the basket into river and ran hard, but when he reached his grandfather the basket was again empty. Out of breath, he said, "See Grandpa, it's useless!"

"So you think it is useless?" The old man said, "Look at the basket."
The boy looked at the basket and for the first time realized that the basket was different. It had been transformed from a dirty old coal basket and was now clean, inside and out.
"Son, that's what happens when you read the Qur'an. You might not understand or remember everything, but when you read it, you will be Changed, inside and out. That is the work of Allah in our lives."

If you feel this email is worth reading, please forward to your friends.
Prophet
Muhammad (pbuh) says: "The one who guides to good will be rewarded equally"

eid Mubarak

2007-09-18T09:32:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum....slamat berpuasa pada smua...for my dad funeral..everything goes pretty fine...but all of it...wanna thanks all the family member involve....greatly appreciate it....btw txs for the condolences and support from ppl who reeli care for my family....ABAH...u always in our heart...we never forget your hardship, responsible, thoughful, kindness, love, caring...your are my inspiration.. i'll take every step in wat you have...I MISS YOU!!!...

Tribute...

2007-09-16T21:26:00.000+08:00

This is for my ABAH.....Love YOU.......Smoga Rohnya dicucuri RAHMAT...AMIN....Yarabbarah alaamin...

2007-06-06T07:48:00.000+08:00

Hiya....on 8th May...i'm proudly give birth to a baby boy....yah...quite sometimes i've not been updating my post..Now i'm at home spending my bonding times wif my boys...Great but Tired...i need to juggle up wif both of them needs...At first, i feel distress...i noe as a mom...need to endure all dat...well dis the moment i should treasure b4 i've start my stressful work in August...

First of all, the 2nd Hero named, Muhammad Rifan Shawqi.....many complained dat dis name is soo very long....but for me is normal wat....He enters the new world 2 hours after i encounter a serious pain...(dis is the first time i feel the real giving birth pain..) Noe wat... i enduring the "Normal" delivery....No Epidural, No Caesarian, No No No...Perfectly 100% Pure Pain.........hehehhe....My first born...Rafdi..very excited when he saw my flated belly....and asking "where Ifan??"....Af is my other hand....he will help me whenever i need a tiny help....fetch something for me wen i'm busy wif bb Ifan....sometimes Af seems quite jealous...but try my best to overcome all dis....

Now back to my Reality World.....dis year is a challenge year for me and family....My dad had diagnosed Lung Cancer.....At first, i can't take the situation...but i've got to be strong of wat has happened....i've learnt to be "Redha"....I love my dad very much....dun wanna him to burden worrying abt it...my family reluctant to cure him in watever it is.....now...praying hard...dat he will back to normal-self....

Now, my 1st Hero is out to school!!!...well after 5 months, he's development is growing v. fast....he started to talk soooo much, active, mixing ard.....been to school for parents' meeting....and update his achievement...well the teacher commented him as an "Outstanding" student in class...also quote him as "gifted"...me quite proud of him....but i want him to lead a normal life.....not too outstanding dat need to enrol extra-curri...dis class dat class....no lah...

k lah...dats my update...well if got the time ...for sure i'll do it....

2006-10-08T00:31:00.000+08:00

..wahlah....ramadhan is here....well as normal...can't fullfill my fast and alwaes got headache...lah (as normal)..the stress at work...reeli make me goes crazy.....dunno why....maybe after i've got the second.....must look good and suitable job.... i becoming sooo bored and bored with this company..... yah dats true...sooo many dramas....soo many backstabbers..... soo many 2 faces.....sooo many etc......etc.....kind of regret i left the previous one....arrrgghhh....wat to do got to stay there lah....and tahan a bit more......

k updates abt my 1st son, Af....well he kind of gain and gain his weight after his terrible sick....and becoming more and more energetic....as ever......its good to see his progress.... so next year already get him to skool...yah....he got to go to skool......yah.....this skool has all the package...."duniawi" and ukhrawi"......my most excited when he first say a praise.... "Allah"...wif his hands up......i hope he will be a "Soleh Son" to us.....insya'allah.... k lah...gtg.....as normal lah......got to get my son and my "other body" to get rest......Happy Ramadhan!!!

coming in new ERA!!!

2006-10-01T22:21:00.000+08:00

oh well...hi there....sooo....see my headlines....hahahk...yah dat true man... i'm head over heels abt it.....and Af seems to be soo excited when i show him where is his clan.....
now my 2nd encounter....seems to be big different in wat i encounter Af...this seem i'm like tooo pampered....and vverry....veeerrry lazzzyyyy!!!....and can't eat watever i want....my face is growing with pimples ( i hate dat!!) my body is 24hours aching.....and aching......but i hope things will gone in future.......well tot abt this...i've already prepared the list of names comes into my mind....hahahak....true....ppl will tot me sooo "Kan Chiong" better to select 1st...b4 hubby decide one (he alwaes goes for odd name ie.....malik, minah, gunawan, buk eli) better washes away all his ideas....hehhehehe.....now my concentrate is Af.....he's been unwell for a month......at first he got a very high fever...dat lead him to "FITS" it was a scary moment when i saw him in dat way....i was clueless...and soo out of my mind....alwaes thinking the worst....dat "I WILL LOST AF FOREVER"..... so relief dat the docs explain it was normal to kids whenever he got it......and to be extra caution...when "it" comes for the 2nd time....also show me how to do....1st.... dun panic.....2nd...sponge his body untill his heat cools down (important: thermometer is a MUST!!!) ...3rd...Lay him at the side.....and unclear thing surrounding him......4th....DONT Ever THINK abt putting any spoon or your finger in his mouth...this will make worsen the situation!!!.......this are the important things...to remember now......yah whenever his temp. rise up till 38.5deg....my heartbeat was beating very fast......i get him sponge and plaster his cooler to his forehead.....and keep on sponging him till the temp is down.....arrrgghh...yah this a challenge for me to take......since this happen i was xtra careful when comes his fever or his body temperature rise......makes me fear...ok lah....gtg....Af waiting for me to get him nappping....hhehehe

Back

2006-07-23T16:14:00.000+08:00

hi...i'm back now...and afresh from new season....heheh....k....now i can nettin' at home/....yahooo...so i can update frequentyly...well my babies...is doing very very fine....wat can i say....well hopefully...i really...really want to get preg......dis time ard....hopefully....k lah...datz wat i can say....hear me soon....

Soo Long, Too Long...

2006-05-15T20:23:00.000+08:00

Wassup...hiya...well..i'm only get into cyber when at me momma's hse...hehe...well there's nothing much to say...only dat af already started to walk..yah....quite tiring when he started that..mmm....

Now...li'l rascal is bald....hehe..like "Shaolin"....he looks one....
................

Misss HIM Sooo Much

2006-04-16T19:07:00.000+08:00

Wat a week...supposely this long weekend..would be a short vacation for us...but all turnover the other...arrgghh....and also me got a reeli bad flu...and also fever....thank God...Af is not affected....Hubby..was out station....to L.A....for dunno how many days, weeks???? Wish him Good luck...cos....he fear of cold....yah....this is the first time...he left me and Af for long period.... neway...I"ll be waiting for u, Dear!!!!

Hi there....me back in town !!!

2006-04-08T17:37:00.000+08:00

Ok dear...quite a while since i'm update this...hehe....well me workstation...havent upload any net yet....arrggghhhh....well working there is ...marvellous...there's laughter, enjoying, stressless....the collegue there...is soo wonderfull...i click wif them so well...hehee.... well me sis, just got baby gal......so happy abt the newbies arrivals.....hehe..k....well anything....just contact me frm time being.....

Bye AE.....Welcome...RIMC...

2006-03-15T15:20:00.000+08:00

Well...Let u noe...i've already tender my resignation...and given 1 week notice..cos the future comp...can't wait too long...so i can't afford to lose dat chance but to grab it...hehe..
By other hand....i also feel very unfair to the current comp...cos they pay my salary without any penalty..ie short notice....i'm so glad.....

I hope wat i'm going to work there...will give me a new chapter and new experience....

K back to my normal life...i've reveal one of my hardness experience to one of my best friend/sis....she was reeli upset of wat i'm going thru...reluctant me to tell any problems i have in future...well maybe i've been too compromised to others..alwaes got involve to a heartless ppl...mmmmm....i meant..not being too stupid ...but i dunno why must i do dat.... i have a good heart...dat wat i can say..

latest news, Af is getting to walk...at last..and i got to see him do dat for the first time....

My MInd...going to SHUTDown..

2006-03-04T10:56:00.000+08:00

Hi all...well i'm just back from my so-called longest vacation ever...- 6 wholesome days- hehe...yah got some so-called fed-up wif work and stuff....and i punched wif 6 days leave...dats true...wat i spend wif it...simple....being an extra-care towards my pooh..af...all i want to be soo close wif him...preparing his bday party....all sort of happy stuff lah....kind of so many event will be in this year...hudah's delivery....ezan's wedding....outings... and more to coming...hehe...

mmm..abt the bday pixs....got to wait lah...i sort of lazy...to download it..hehe...

k lah.. need to go..adios..amigos..

My Pooh..is going to be ONE!!!

2006-02-15T10:59:00.000+08:00

HI...just to share my happiness to u all...my Pooh..is going to be One dis coming 25th...finally...can't believe time goes soo fast....for me he's change my life completely..his my life now...all i want to give all the best to him.....

I dun expect him to be dis feature...maybe the genes between me and hubby...he got me hubby face, mouth and last and not least the eyebrow...hehe...he got my nose and my complection fair skin....well this is him..

Abt his character....also share his abah and mama...he's bad tempered, cheerful, pampered,hardly smiles (only to certain ppl), unsocialise,impatient,very choosy...and lastly..very very very active

FF......1994-Present and 4ever!!!

2006-02-07T10:16:00.000+08:00

These are my gals...wat can i say is super the awesome....been years we....deform and nurturing the friendship we made....from the crazy...to vogue...wah...dats wat i can say abt us....even 2 of us alreadi into a new life...but dat dun stop us seeing each other....

We got plenty of memories together....ups and downs...arguing to hugging ....as we noe..we only have one love and the reason brought us together.....BSB!!!.... sort of crazy during dat time....but now..slowing down lah...too old to catch thing like dat...

and not forget to the friends out there....u go girls....KBPA!!! (Keep Backstreet Pride Alive).....thats our moto....hahak

He's Turkish??? No Lah....He's Indian...

2006-02-06T10:23:00.000+08:00

Both are my Romeo and Pooh...hehe...Cute rite...we are like interacial family..mix and match..family..hehe....Indian Father+ Malay (Bugis) Mother = Turkish/Mongolian/Eurasian Boy...hahak...

This happen my mom in-law out wif my little pooh....den her friends alwaes saying whether the mum is Turkish lah, Mongolian lah....they suprised when she told the mother is typical Malay....

I'm sure my pooh is sort of "handsome burger" boy lah...when ppl praise him dat...he look proud man...isshhhkk...must teach him how to be generously smile to ppl.....

k...i'm gonna to congrats my fellow galfriend..chattyhus..just delivery bouncing baby girl....Congrats...Congrats...will son visit U..k girl...

Ah...me tempting to have girlie in this interacial Clan..hahakkk...will update u all ...

Duh,,,NO!!

2006-02-03T09:22:00.000+08:00

Oh well...nothing much abt the long weekend holidays..as hubby still working..so not much outing...except on sat out to Suntec City...Penny...Raffles Place..wif my lovely girls...Ju and Nana...Me Sista, Mai, and Bro, Yesh...not forgetting the toddles...Af and Auf...hehe...bought Af mini plastic playground...stuff wif small colourful balls...hope he like it...but he just play it ..say...less than half an hour....or wat..mmm...but indeed he prefer books than toys....dat wat i reliase lah....such a waste buying dat...nvmind...it would b useful for my future children....
On Sun....off to Ibu's house for barbeque...reeli delicious food...ie..satay...fried mee...barbeque food.....tom yam......cakes!!!....i was eating...24/7....every hour..dunno why...hehe...even hubby told me dat i'm eating too much...On Mon...to visit hubby's couz..who just given birth to baby girl...so tempting to have my own....hehe...dat evening...go to Giant Supermarket wif hubby..and darling....bought lots of things....lots of food...then rush back for me and hubby fav drama...Dia...On Tues...me off to my mum's at Wlands...picking up my stuff there....then...to my in-laws at Yishun....meet hubby there...and off to our lovenest......so datz wat i spend my boring holidays...
K...nana..me sis in-law...confirm preg of 7 weeks..congrats to her...dat means..due ard Sept-Oct..
My Sis...Hudah....due ard April..but her gynae...predict should be next month!! cos she encounter early contraction..ooohhh no!!

Grunch of the Day...

2006-01-21T11:41:00.000+08:00

Okie..dis week is quite a okie..lah...meantime on 19 jan...nora (my hubby's couz inlaw???) just give birth to a baby girl..named Qistina Batrisha.....dis days...all the name soo over the powerlah...hehe...indeed me also one of it...hehe......Alreadi confirm Af's first ever Bday.....will be at our Love Nest at Sembawang....(my homie lah)....so remember 25 February....(Sat)....cutting cakes....kids.....food.....drinks.....balloons......pops.....hats.....masks......
wah..can't wait for the day...hehe....

the massive and unbelievable week dat i have....my company decided to spread up a bonus!!! (screaming like hell) yah...i mean...i've waited more than 5 solid years for this k......datz it lah...i'm too tired to type....hehe....

I need miracle...

2006-01-18T12:28:00.000+08:00

Oh gosh!!!...u see dat..how anxiety of me..to get pregger....mmm...
loves babies...i loves to have a dozen of them....hehe....

Forte...

2006-01-16T11:17:00.000+08:00

Good Day!!!got to update..was last week stories...arrgghh...
1) I've hurt my feet....wif the massive heavy load cupboard door....it slam my feet!!!! awwww!!! for 3 days, i walking like cripple...hehe and also experiencing first cried out...yah...i never cry about pain...but this reeli break me out!!...
2) My mood is absolutely over-heating, over-acting, all over......dunno why....
3) I've made a collage for my darling af..from 2 hours old to 10 months respectively.....i'll start collecting his pic...for future 11 months to 22 months...insya'allah....
4) my hubby just bought his own baby...Shhh!!! it was cute and it will be accompany him ....anywhere,anytime!!!
5) My brother in-law just celebrating his bday on 12 Jan.....but only on sat (14/1)..celebrate it wif my family.....a simple one but memorable...
6) My dearie bro...Qal..just enter the Career...he work at PSA....and earned SG64 per day!!! arrrgghh...he was paid higher than me...ie SG 64 x 30 = SG 1,920.00.....i feel sucks now!!!....i've demand him to treat us his first pay day...dun care!!!

ok..back to my super darling..Af....dis two last 2 days...he's giving sign of uncomfort....groaning...for his growing teeth...i reeli push my patience too far.....i mean....dis weekend i've been sleeping...say....less than 4 hours ...arrgghhh...here come my panda eyes,,,,@!!!

Meanwhile...have conversation wif darling..abt deciding of 2nd baby..but still drag..to have it....well...frankly saying....i miss my pregger days!!!!....watever it is ..its up to dahling decision to have it....mmm

k...lah..gtg....my works are stacking....arrgghhh!!!

Tommorow is Hari Raya Haji......

2006-01-09T10:28:00.000+08:00

Hi to all..just to bid u all SLAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI!!!!...well this festive is more spritual...cos its the day of sacrify....yah....in any way of sacrify....well dis hari raya...i won't be doing cookings...due i'm on half day ...so just rely on my mum's to cook....well..later will pick my darling, Af from my mum's ...then go back home to chill....hubby will be back next early morning...(sigh)....and then going on visiting to both our mom's my both maternal and paternal elderly....try to go back home as early as we could..cos i'm reeli need more rest for tomolo upcoming work stacks in office...

Meanwhile.....updates abt my darling Af...he seems to be brave to make himself stand...yah...i love to see dat..hopefully he will start walking in near future....haha....i'm now deciding..where to make a celebration for Af's 1st Birthday...got option...either...at house...beach...chalet....???? still no clue...

Got the news and keep our finger cross...my sis, hudah expecting my little lovely niece...yah..its a GIRL!!!...decided to name her Fatheen Najwa,,,,,my another Dahling is around.....love it.....looks Af gt new baby sister...

k...got to rush to finish up some deadlines....bye...

Need Yoga Exercise.....!!!

2005-12-27T17:03:00.000+08:00

Hi there!!!... me again....well soo much for me to update before year-end....doh....wah time goes by reeli fast..well my Af alreadi into 10 months!!! datz means another 2 more month he will be a one year old kid!!! oh gosh..i still can remember all the hassle taking care of him,,,,sleepless nite...groaning sick.....injections.....arrgghh..dat the hard part to go thru...hehe..but i'm will still miss dat..
k.......nana alreadi enter her new "world"...as a wife...hope she doing it smoothly and fine....well i'm soo happy for her...i mean....yah...dats a reeli a big responsible...got to handle...like wat i am now....mmmmm
and now again..my darling sis...hudah....alreadi plan for her late honeymoon..after nearly 5 month of marriage....dear..u better go now...i dunno whether u can release or not...due to ur "big" belly ie. look 8 months preg..but she's only 4 month preg...arrrhhhgg i'm a bit concern abt her....hhhmmmm....

u noe wat...my darling hubby...lost his I/C again!!!! hate to say dat...but wat i can say...its his 4th time now...!!!
i dunno whether to nag at him or just act dumb.....i reeli have a bad migrain when he say he lost it...arrrggghhh....
well..ppl can say...both of us is a "well-to-do couple"...arrgghh forget abt it...neway...we still struggling to get good financial........nevermind...God's Will..everything will be fine...insya'allah....

k lah..gtg now...my honey af waiting for me...woohoooo!!!

La Diva Costa.....

2005-12-13T11:55:00.000+08:00

Hi ya....k rite now soo many things to update here....k...started from last week....i've met the insurance agent..regarding the financing thing...well quite interested the plan...but check wif hubby he already taken up the plan last 2 years ago....quite shock..abt it ...hehe...so can keep tight my cashie...
On Last friday..met up wif my dovey lovey friend...salamah...she's one of my longest friend...i met her since 1st day of my primary 1...quite long huh....me and her....doing aok....we dun ever argue / fight / traunt..each other i meant we still have good record in friendship,,,,hahak....we talk abt our life....and updates...lah....gossip abt others (datz my fav...) last and not least...she got boy-boy alreadi!!!
k..next...on sat...me sending my little cupcake to assesment check-up...getting up soo early....arrgghhh...when waiting for his turn...he reeli soo restless...even everybody walks / stare at him for sure he will groan at them....some even the little one was afraid of him.....ahhhh.....k during the assessment...the nurse commented dat he is an active one although he got overweight body....i mean..he can move like...wat normal weight do...
last sun...herty and fiancee...visit me....she brought super huge Winnie Pooh....for my Af....and unexpectedly...it is the one of his fav cartoon character....tq darling...hope u will come again for more gossips...
k..dats wat i've update....
stay tune for more coming up....
bye

Georgeous ME!!!

2005-12-03T11:46:00.000+08:00

k...yesterday me gone to Alexandra Hospital to accompany my "heavy" pregger sis.....hahak...everything was fine,,,the food is super marvellous delicious!!! and the programme they put up is reeli good....and the good thing..my sis won 2nd Price Lucky Draw!!!.....Luck...Luck...last year also i've won the lucky draw too....maybe the bliss from the unborn baby.....alhamdullilah

Yesterday..me stay a nite at my mom's....while hubby coming along later early morning...rite now wat i observed Af is becoming much more active than wat i've tot....reeli...he reeeli super duuuper active....
sometimes i can't stand him to move too much ..hehe..but luv him soo much...

Now, sat...me busy planning out dis month (Dec)...it would be a hectic month cos i've got soo much to do....
ie Nana's wedding is in mid Dec......Af's monthly assessment.....wedding receptions on weekends ( i'd got all full up weekends) and mayb more will be coming....

Lastly....I've got to pack all the memorable for this year....i noe some good and bad ones..but it still my precious one....... :)

My Dear Son is 9 months!!!

2005-12-01T15:09:00.000+08:00

Hi....since while i didn't update my blog...k rite now me doing very very fine...and of coz my son is doing fine too lah..and growing big and wiser...hahak...
k before i'm goin' to update...there soo many thing i need to clarify in my life before year 2006...yah dats rite we alreadi at the summit of dat year.....
k...last sunday, we gone to HR Gathering at Perkampungan Melayu...ok lah....turns out great...back home a bit late,,,and stand tired nite and got soo lazy to go to work...then going for half day leave...haha..
I've alreadi decide to turn down to further studies as i tink it's nt the rite time to take up.....i'm not well-prepared for it and i dun wanna to waste $$$ , got flop, and wasting my quality time wif my AF....talk to me hubby and he give great support and he wanted me to flow wif my heart say....and i bit regret when i let it off...but i's ok....i'll get over it...
abt the interview i went, i didn't make it a success....arrgghh dunno wat went wrong !!!......
Guess wat.......i'm getting my facial treatment c/w equipment for SGD 250.....dat damn expensive.....hahak....my rotten face got to be repaired....
I'm tinking of getting into biz....ie...design a hijab moden clothes....well i wanna alternative clothes beside jubah, kurta...and soo on...i wanna design new modern muslim woman....hahak..now getting some material to sort it...so check it out...
ik lah need to do tons of job....arrggghh..bye...

MoNday!! again

2005-11-21T16:03:00.000+08:00

Good 'al....me rite now nothing to do..just wondering ard staring at my lovely son's pic at my fotopage....well...last weekend is just as per normal....going for balance visiting....(tired of dat)....
]My lovely son is going to be 9 months...waah....soo fast....i love him more than i love myself....he's my world....but i still missed my pregnancy.....ahhhh.....i love the atmosphere...the shape of the baby in my body....its moving....the floating...ahhh..i reali2 miss that momen....the very memorable one..when my hubby kisses my stomach....i luv when he do dat....its like a magic feeling...hehe

hopefully to get conceive late next year....i'm aiming for baby gal...hehe (insya'allah)....me alreadi got her name done...its a beautiful one....but.....still got to wait lah....

Getto ...in my life!!!

2005-11-19T10:27:00.000+08:00

hi ya....morning...thax god its Sat...hehe...k need to up date wat i done wif my "skipped from work" friday..... telling my boss i'm sick(indeed i've got running nose but still ok) all becos i'm on the job interview ...i reeli like the benefits there (ie yearly bonuses, 14-days annual leave....)....hahhak ....just pray hard to get dat.....and if got it ...for sure my cashie will be in smoothly....

Well..i luv my hubby so endlessly...his my strength...and my dose of power...hehe...eventhough i ever object and argue wat he opinions ...he still my best buddy...he is enormously understanding man..who noes wat i want in life....he never say no...if i suggest anything plan...(sometimes...he not agreed..he will explain why he dun like) well i like ppl to be direct...no bushing all around...and datz why he noes me best....at home he always be my saviour...he does cleaning, laundry, i mean all he does except cooking.....i reeli sooo lucky wifey to him.....He reeli a lovely father....loves his son 110%.....he even play part of changing diapers, bathing/washing af....and his best is preparing milk for our lovely son...without any sighing.....he just soo great father...

I just wanna GROW old wif him......i won't let anyone get him away from me......no way.....

Ahhh..me over the moon now!!!!

I am THIS close...

2005-11-17T12:12:00.000+08:00

it's been 3 months me have written out in this blog...got the news dat i've got interview from my unckle's company...pray hard to get it...hehe...i reeli to regret it dat i'm going to withdraw the studies at poly.....wah its suprising.....got soo many reasons for me to take and considerate....discuss wif hubby all abt it...i tink i'm just can't take the challenge..due some circumstances....

k back to my life.....i'm freaking broke.....hahak...but i'm happy....my lovely son...starting to stand....and of course ...i'm going be the one to watch dat moment....

i was tinking to make some business of clothes specially for pregnant muslimah.....wat do you tink???

Eid Mubarak

2005-11-09T15:23:00.000+08:00

Slamat Hari Raya!!!
This celebration is the bet ever...cos me celebrate it wif my lovely son.....he was soo delighted wif all the atmosphere....hehe....neway i've got my own fotopage...dat i've loaded ...just chk it out!!! .... www.nsallyn.fotopage.com

Last but not least wish SLAMAT HARI RAYA....

Hate those who hate me...

2005-10-24T12:26:00.000+08:00

Hi all..this is the best shot of me...hahak...beautiful rite...sorry guys out there..dun forget me already a wife and mother....hehe...
k..now wat i reeli wanna stress out...to gonna to revamp wat my life would be.....seriously....it get to my nerve..i simply dun understand why do ppl hete ppl...btw we are just a slave in this world...
but still i dun wanna to lay out wat its all abt...

k lah....back to real me...
today is the 20th day of ramadhan...can't believe time actually runs soo fast...datz meants today is "lailatul qada'" it a the day the presence of our Holy Quran here in this world....i 'll make use of today wisely ...it is the most respectable day in our life...
mmm..last weekend...is so called ok lah...not to harsh...simply enjoy it...my hubby is OT on sat back on sun morning...then got break fast at me in-laws...so kinda so much thing haven't settle yet for the celebration....i also got whole bunch of list to be settle.....Gosh....its the first time i celebrate it wif one woman show....haha....butits fun and useful for me to experience it ...but also need some deco for me home...seems got no time to do it...due to my working time and wif be wif af....hope things will going smoothly....But this week would be the last week of ramadhan....a bit sad of it...still remember my last year ramadhan..dat i manage for the first time to fast for one whole month....due to my preg wif af...alhamdullilah...i mean it was my excellent achievement.....despide of sickly preg....i'm very proud of it...i wish my second preg will do the same like before..insya'allah...
k...need to go....gor soo much things to do now ...i tell u i'm really sick and tired of this job....my belove unckle....offered me job at his place....saying the company fired some of the worker there...(dunno why)..so he help to chipped me in )...txs unkle....hope working wif u...hehe...
k chiao

Never Gone

2005-10-17T16:14:00.000+08:00

Hi..been two weeks of fasting and another two weeks to the big day...hehe..time flies so fast...well wat i am saying...i'm soo much things to do...for dat special occasion...ie...deco my hse, making some simple cookies, prepare $$$$ for kids and elders....my family nu clothes stil havent searching...and last and not least "lap-Lip lightings still not hanging...arrgghhh...like no spirit to celebrate the "big" day...hahak

After thought over...i'm still tinking of cooking for the "big" day...i meant just the simple one will do lah..at least got somehting for both my mum and in-law to taste my secret touch...hahahk...but see first lah...depends on my tiny moods..

Yesterday (16 Oct) was a good day!!!....u noe wat its been raining the whole day...amd i reeli get soo much sleep...wif af also enjoying dat...but got an appointment wif me lovely student...got to postponed it due heavy rain..and frightening lightning....so girl, if u read this,,,i'm still wif me word...but i'll keep u inform k...

Lately...soo many things happen to me family....but i dun wanna say wat shit it is...coz it reeli smelly to hear it...arrgghh
but i'm reeli try to handle in slowly but things getting soo hassle rite now...but ok...i noe...wat have done is just a test for me to endure...but let u noe..i'm not a bad person k...i also have feeling anger like u....but when i'm angry i blow everything uncertain for me to see or hear....and datz me...

k..i tink dis could be my longes ever post...hehe....dunno its from me...real me....

I miss my guitar....strumming for new poet abt my life rite now....arrgghhh

Me isoo much into Yahoo Auction..!!

2005-10-12T17:07:00.000+08:00

Hi....me again...rite now me crazily luv shopping online...wif great and cheapest price in the shop...i'm getting new clothes for AF...i'm sure he loveit....
so much things i've buying online..and speed...nearly 10 items for only less SGD 80...

Updates for this week...
1) mylast week teaching my lovely kids....
2) Iftar at Cik ema's (my hubby's aunt)- Sat
3) iftar at sakura - Bukit Panjang Plaza - Sun
4) get a playpen from me collegue..but hubby dun like..
5) addicted to yahoo auction..and getting lot of stuff for only less than SGD 80.00 (yahoo..at least i've spend my $$$ wisely)
6) wif hubby to Raffles Place to settle his car insurance/accident (to dat @#$% man...who cannot been give and take....i mean it just a minor accident between @#$ man and me hubby)
7) Been Craving sumthing..but dunno wat issit....(???)

datz all folks

Me working just 3 days!!! hehe

2005-10-06T10:49:00.000+08:00

Good morning....today is the second day fasting for ramadhan month...k me again take leave for my darling af...at first he got terribly fever...now is the red spots around his body....arrgghh...i've got no choice lah but to take leave again...(there goes my childcare leave gone - 2 days every year)...

k rite..me quite confuse abt persuing my studies...so much things to sacrify...the other hand say "go for it"...the other hand..."tink...there's so much things u will lose" still undecidable..me hubby gave all the decision to me...he ok if i take it or not...again..i wanna put dat aside of my mind...

Morning SickNess....

2005-10-04T11:32:00.000+08:00

Hiya..me rite now like a walking zombie...yah its true...been 4 days on the road..my son been stayin' up late...and he got terrible fever dat goes ups and downs...arrgghh...my head is swinging...and terribly need some nap time...k back to update my last weekend...

1) gone to grandma for "tahlil" feast..
2) stay at home on whole Sunday..
3) follow my sis and hubby to survey/buy car ard alexandra
4) Af is pitiful sick little pooh...

wat i want to do this Oct..
1) get nu specs....(please give me ur views at my shoutout box(comments)} abt me wearing wat type would be perfect...
2) develope all the pending pixs.....
3) save $$ for upcoming Hari Raya...
4) need nu clothes for my little family...hehe
5) need decoration for my little house...(datz possible)

k got to go..hear me again next time (dunno when?? maybe when i'm free..hehe)

My Sincerity being Instake!!!

2005-09-28T11:40:00.000+08:00

It was ugly for me to make traunt to others...i meant..i've been not been doing this for a very long time...now its time for me to rumble a person who dun deserved any CONSIDERATE from me...k neway...i dun wanna to reveal who he/she is...cos it would make a big ISSUE..and WWIII in making....

Firstly...wif my bro..who nowhere to be seen...and latest to the ppl soon to-be in my family....make me all confused now...at first i'd help one of them for been a ***** tinking dat since he/she would be as my family..so i've got no worries abt it...since dat...i was receiving more and more furious abt their doings and cursing & swearing at their own fresh-blood siblings....dat reeeli make me wanna scream....at "them"....Not dat i want to be such a KPO...but it happen rite in front of my face...if i got the authority...for sure i'll blast them out...

however...i hope u all dun think i'm a bad person...but afterall...wat i say i reeli MEAN it....so dun mess around wif me....hehe.....

Lullaby Baby Sleep!!!

2005-09-26T16:47:00.000+08:00

Hiya....again..just to update my weekend is like...hehe
on Sat...me and family gone to Beach Road for munching.....sight seeing at Esplanade and back home at 1am...
on Sun...gone to Changi beach..to breathe good sand and sea....my darling Af...seems to luv swimming...must frequently bring him to swimming pool....hope he will be a good swimmer...hahhak

this morning...i'd read an artice on TODAY...it reeli inspire me much..
its about a mother of two, sacrify her corporate job....just to be close/near wif her kids....at the same time she's also build her online shop...ie for fashionista mother...who wants to look good...and she also xplain how to reduce weight...by breastfeeding....
for the business, she design it...as she got the design background...and at the same time she does not 24/7 wif her work...only...one special thing she bring along her kids everywhere at any time....she dun want to neglect them even a minute....how sweet...

i hope one day..i'll be just like her....make my own career and also a full-time mother....

Pray for that!!!......

Need UR AnsWer Now!!

2005-09-23T11:18:00.000+08:00

Hi....me Again...k..now i'm quite confuse of taking up my diploma or not...i'm stuck in the middle of decision....
dat this opportunity is once in the lifetime..dat offer not high-fly "O"s to qualify....and also its "TECHNOLOGY" engineering..dat related wat i'm working rite now...rite now i dunno wat to do/wat my decision is....mmmmmmm.......i luv to spend more time wif my kid....and concentrate on the family...but at the same time i want good job...good $$$...this all for my family....
But this course takes up long period (3 years)...i'll miss my son's growth...(ie his development)...i dunno wat to write rite now...

k update for this week
1) hubby not working on MON....
2) He's doing OT for two days (tues and thurs)
3) suprise my student, RADZIAH,,,,read my BLOG!!! (soo emmmmbaaarrraasssss)
4) soo many stress project at work (arrrgghh)
5) look forward for SUNDAY Picnic...yahoooo!!!

sign off.....

mORNING!! mORNING...!!!

2005-09-21T10:49:00.000+08:00

hi ya......i've gt good news dat...i'm gonna to start schooling next year!!! hehe..i'll be taking diploma in technology (Engineering)....for 3 damn years....hahak...alreadi consult to my hubby..abt it..he agree wif it...so i'm soo excited lah.....from next year..i'll be a super woman....hehe....neway its the way to sacrify..hopefully i'd manage it well... my mum kinda worried dat i will neglect af if i've started studying.....ie...the class will conduct every mon,wed and friday.....at 6pm to 10pm.....

mmm...k lah...i have to see wat things can be done...

I luv af and my hubby v. much....mmmuuuahhhhkkk

Think Blue!!! Think Positive!!!

2005-09-20T11:30:00.000+08:00

This morning got soo much things to cover.......its ok...i'd still can manage it...k...firstly..i'm sick and tired wif my work rite now.....ie...there's no pay increase since i've work here...(5 years)....dats meants i'm stuck wif the fixed/same salary....for all this year....arrrggghhh.....datz why i need soo dearly to be out of this company.....its all because of $$$$$$$$$$$$$$.......i alwaes wonder...why we need it...or it need us.????? ahhhh...just put dat matter aside....lets think better side.....alreadi discus wif me hubby abt our outing to NZ...yahooo...we target some$$$ to be save...till next year...(maybe oct/nov) can't wait...but i missed AUSTRALIA....deeply....dat was an amazing place i've gone...hahak...got to tell u all abt it....cos i love dat place very very much...

hehe...k i've gone there on 2 Oct 2004 till 4 Oct 2004....i was 5 months preg wif Af....got a lot of fun there...got good ride a Scooby Doo roller coaster...despide my pregnancy (it was thrilling.....i'm sure Af love the ride)...the temperature there..is quite cold as we stay at one of the best location in the country....so many things to say abt my trip there....if u want...just email me...i'll tell u how was it like...hehhe

Its Friday!!! I'm Off 2molo!!!!

2005-09-16T08:43:00.000+08:00

Ok Morning....
Today i take half day leave to take me son to polyclinic for his last inject...fuuuhhh!!! reeli tiring very month inject and flu after dat...........now he's will be 7 months this cumin' 25th....hehe...

Update for today....
1) Heidi alreadi give birth to baby boy on 13 Sept...named Henry.
2) Britney also give birth to baby boy on 15 Sept....name...either Sean Preston or Preston Michael...haha...
3) Hubby sick
4) Af Injection....
5) My Grand-Uncle...died in an road accident.....semoga rohnye dicucuri rahmat...Amin....
6) Got news abt my bro...he is ard bt batok..living like refugeee.....hope he will fine...
7) Pampered myself to foot flexilogy.....(cancelled)...
8) Plan for Picnic next weekend....hehe

i tink dats all wat to say for this week..hepi weekend.....@!!!

Problem!!!!Problem!!!

2005-09-15T10:35:00.000+08:00

K...good morning alll....
Rite now i'm gonna to quick view abt this "woman" or "little girl" who dun have the respect /tolerance from me....her name is NURA SHIKIN.....she reeli a big @#$% woman dat i never met....after all the chances dat my family give in to her....she NEVER appreciate at ALL....neway for you info...she's my couz's fiancee....i dunno why my bro stuck wif dat !#$%^ lady....she dun deserved to be in my family....and Because of her...my family been chaotic.....i dunno wat the motive of her done this all....when first my bro and she got newly engaged...she alreadi open up her true colours..in front of us.....MY FAMILY is good enuff to UNDERSTAND her so-called pOOR UPBRINGING.....ie my bro claims dat she comes from unrespectable family. they dun respect the each other....more worst wif the ELDEST.
My bro even beg to accept her despite her whole "HEADLINES"...ok my family give her the CHANCE to change....but months after months....her presence reeli want to torn away my family ties....she hurts soo most of my FAMILY members...even my grandparent!!!!
Newest...she persuade my bro to skip his army life....and went like a refugee to his own country....she reeli an #$%^^ .....she's not a human.....now...i'm waiting news from the police...to arrest my bro and dat !#$%.....
this wat i can say now.....

2005-09-12T11:23:00.000+08:00

hi morning....me back at work rite now...Monday BLueSSSS!!! hahak...okie last weekend nothing interesting ahhh.....on sat....back straight from work....then spend whole sat at home...then on sunday...attending hubby's collegues' lunch wedding reception...thenafter to Payar Lebar to serve good munching at Arnolds' ...then to Parkway Parade Shopping Ctr...hehe
Now my Af...is getting bigger and smarter...hahak..dun make fool of him...for sure he gave u a big shut up!!! he's gaining his weight every moment..datz worry me...but the doc confirm he's a very very healthy baby....hehe...k gotta stretch my arms and legs....

This year....got to updates many events and Look-outs!!!
1) Ju's delivery....(she's 7 months now..so another 2 more months to burst..hehe)
2) Nana and Wady's wedding of The Year
3) Bonus from hubby!!! hehe,,,sorie...
4) Get Nu Computer for myself!!!
5) Nu job....(*anyone there)

2005-09-10T08:49:00.000+08:00

Hi morning....rite now me stuck in my workplace on SATURDAY!!!! Ohh NOOO!!!...but no one in my office room rite now...soo kinda of free leisuring wat i wanna do....hehe...todae..hubby to babysit af...hope everything fine....then for weekend...got no idea where to wonder ard....(tinkin' of staying at home only...but not confirm yet)..arrgghh my body aches....i hate dat...nw dunnu wat to do....but there's work to be done ...in front of me given by my majors and sergeant...hahaha...but still too lazy to do it....
Catch hold who's in the MSN Messenger....no one in!!! arrgghhhh...datz meant no one to talk to!!!!
k lah...gtg...since i've got no interesting updates to share....soooo chao.....hehe

TGIF...but 2molo got to work!!!! Ohhh Nooo !!!

2005-09-09T14:59:00.000+08:00

Hi....its friday again....yesterdae i'm off for a day..hehe...to keep myself rest..hehe...k good news for this weeks...let's check it out....
1) hubby ...got his motobike licensed!!!! yeah! yeah
2) nur...ezan's fiancee..got job from PSA...hehe (thx to Maz..for ur helping to look for the offer)
3) no tuition this week!! yaaaahhhoooo!!!!
4) hubby...gonna to babysit..af for a day...tomolo!!!
5) mum cook my all-time fav...chilli padi paste chicken.....!!! yumy yummy....
k...i forgot to update..dat my sis...h...is one-month preg!! congrat sis....!! i'm waiting for ur big enormous belly there...hahha...

Just now..i have a very bad experience at "Magic Work" at Novena Square....the food is ok...and also the serving...is marvellous...but one ugly thing abt there..is the cashier....soo damn rude!!!..reeli ahhh...wanna smack one big tight slap from me....one thing...they dun except Nets...only cash and VISA payment.....dat i dun mind...wat i reeli mind is the "old man"...soo slow doing the register....ohhh damn ... reeli wasted my time for almost 15 minz....btw counted my bills is below wat VISA can be slide...he does not say in polite way....just saying....in a rude way wanted my to pay CASH!!! i was like soo pissed off...just get the drinks to cover up the minimum amount...as i dun hav the cash at meantime.....after he slide my card....he just swing the receipt to get me sign...how rude...rite...i reeli in burst lucky my collegue..slow me....i purposely tell off to the waiter there abt the disgusting/horrible man....he also demand me to write a complain abt dat "disgusting/horrible" man...i doubt dat the waiter also dislike him much...hahak....if u encounter it....dun give any chance to this "disgusting/horrible" man.......

Goal to Make it Come True.....

2005-09-05T15:29:00.000+08:00

k..rite now..got my new goal coming ard..hhee...

1. to lose weight till 52 kg...(rite now me 58kg)
2. to eat my daily vitamins...
3. to save a lot of $$$...(just spend some at "Comex")
4. find betta job (if any....pls recommend me if u have any offer)
5. Bake cakes (i still a stupid cupid one)
6. Cook variety food....(for my hubby's sake...sorry dahling i promise no instant food)

Monday Morning!!!

2005-09-05T09:42:00.000+08:00

good day!! got a big flu..this morning...hahak...body ache too...new update abt me son...he started to call me "MAMA" at last...i've been long waiting for dat moment. Today...hubby is having prac for his bike lesson...and this week is his tp test...hope he passed it...there's soo much work rite now...chio chin chau

2005-09-02T12:38:00.000+08:00

rite now...i'waiting brit and heidi's baby boom!!!..i tink should be any time from now...hahak....lets countdown....or u can catch out this website to update... www.celebritybabies.com

2005-09-02T12:20:00.000+08:00

hi...welcome to my newest first ever blog...hahak...got one alreadi...
k gonna starts some words here....
well me rite now a mother of 6 month-old boy...
his name is af...i've got a wonderful and Bestest Husband...who reeli dead drop love me....hahak...(can't reveal his name on air)
me working somewhr ard the centre heart of the country...
and live the northern side of the land...hehe (keep guessing)

k rite now...i'm at my workplace...starring at this stupid monitor..wondering wat my dahling son is doing...
wat to eat for dinner, breakfast, lunch, tinking where to go this coming weekend....haha

keep update for this week:-
1) Fiza just give birth to baby girl..and was named E...... Q.......
2) Buying some baby stuff for fiza at IMM - Kids Mall...(dat become my newest hangout)
3) Sprain my leg...haha
4) Got my bonus!!!!

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