Hi all, it's been too long i've nt updating this blog...well life alwaes been ups and downs....soo much things happen...first, I've discover i'm pregnant when Rifan is 8th month....it was soo sudden to have another one....my heart was soo heartened...and confused....must i keep it or not...hubby is quite supportive...he promise to sacrify to help out and share the pain with me....well i got my positive support from my closest family and friends to keep it....for the whole 9 months....i endure mix of satisfaction and disagreement in me.....at last on 29 August 2009, Muhammad Raif Shazli, create double happiness to me and hubby...i never felt soo relief and excited!!! I can't keep sayin' "alhamdullilah" to this Happiness given to me....(only i could share wif my Abah...U give me strength...I never ever forget u!!!! And also Raif share one day after my Abah's bday....) Early dis year, Rifan starts his first year of school....as norm...can't get use for the first time....i took 3 days leave just to watch his first days....i'm soo happy i manage to provide my children proper early education...As for Af, he grew up soo well, very intelligent, very playful, very curious, very talkative....and also 2009 marked me and hubby's 5th anniversary.....can't believe...time goes soo fast!!! Till now love and happiness he showers me...never dries!!! Luv him soo much....and also we did have our personal honeymoon together in BALI!!!..Its been a good choice to have a helper, got this opportunity together....and also i've gt very co-operative, hardworking helper...at first, she's not experiencing taking care of kids...now she's a pro...however, i never take any granted...i do make the kids sleep with me and hubby....soo at night is her free time...she can watch her own tv shows...without hassle....hehehhe.....On last National Day, I've bring along Mama and lil' Sis to Kuantan, Pahang...is a first plane experience for lil'sis...very relaxing...we slept slept slept all day....and on this Dec, going again for KL....hahhah...well gtg...need to take a bath now....

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sallyn 130909....0915hrs