Monday, October 17, 2005
Hi..been two weeks of fasting and another two weeks to the big day...hehe..time flies so fast...well wat i am saying...i'm soo much things to do...for dat special occasion...ie...deco my hse, making some simple cookies, prepare $$$$ for kids and elders....my family nu clothes stil havent searching...and last and not least "lap-Lip lightings still not hanging...arrgghhh...like no spirit to celebrate the "big" day...hahak
After thought over...i'm still tinking of cooking for the "big" day...i meant just the simple one will do lah..at least got somehting for both my mum and in-law to taste my secret touch...hahahk...but see first lah...depends on my tiny moods..
Yesterday (16 Oct) was a good day!!!....u noe wat its been raining the whole day...amd i reeli get soo much sleep...wif af also enjoying dat...but got an appointment wif me lovely student...got to postponed it due heavy rain..and frightening lightning....so girl, if u read this,,,i'm still wif me word...but i'll keep u inform k...
Lately...soo many things happen to me family....but i dun wanna say wat shit it is...coz it reeli smelly to hear it...arrgghh
but i'm reeli try to handle in slowly but things getting soo hassle rite now...but ok...i noe...wat have done is just a test for me to endure...but let u noe..i'm not a bad person k...i also have feeling anger like u....but when i'm angry i blow everything uncertain for me to see or hear....and datz me...
k..i tink dis could be my longes ever post...hehe....dunno its from me...real me....
I miss my guitar....strumming for new poet abt my life rite now....arrgghhh
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